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Personal Reflections 11.20.2013

Post-date: 10-2-23 4:20 PM

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PERSONAL REFLECTIONS 11.20.2013
Okay, another day. Got to catch up a little bit on my sleep debt, rest a bit. Beat myself up about everything. Walked to the apartment, cleaned and cooked a bit. Heavy cream really needs milk with all of the fat; none of this half fat junk. The density of melted butter will exceed any other milk and separate to the top.

Shokouh asked me a bit about how I was feeling, I shared 'Sorry' with her. The depression is a little more real, but now I can acknowledge it and get over it a bit. Keep fighting, work within my limits. My trumpet chops got better, more like talking and speaking. Less frustrations. Got asked if I could choose to serve in Beaverton over Kent, I would. Although I felt it defeated the purpose of the spirit of service, but on the other side, it is important to serve where you can be joyful and be the most effective. So that is becoming more of an option.

Actually, more about that. "Want to cry want to hide/ Want to leave on a lie" is starting to become more of a considered option; leaving Kent, or serving to some other capacity. Outreach is not my bag, and I was starting to associate service with outreach, which was causing me to not want to serve past this year. That would be a no bueno option. Spiritual suicide.

Can't wait to get back home, talk with family, friends, Grace. About everything, about music, about life in general. But I shouldn't throw away this week; I can still be useful the days leading up to that.